Take lots of notes and document how you felt, what you were thinking, how it physically felt, who was in control, and why you think it was the way it was and how it got to be that way.
Eh. If Nin9 is capable enough to wade through the shit to get to me and take control, then she deserves it. If I'm not capable of defending my position or taking it back, then I don't deserve it.
I know there are cases of tulpas being made so that life may be wholly surrendered to the tulpa, but is there a case of a tulpa forcefully stealing someone's life?
Maybe the incident was isolated, that it's so uncommon that it's unheard of. Or, and this is the conspiracy theorist in me speaking, it happens quite often and nobody talks about it.(edited)
What are things to even talk to with my tulpa? Like, I don't really know what she does or doesn't know. I never thought that I would ACTUALLY run out of things to talk about with Nin9 since, y'know, she rarely just initiates conversation.
You can try doing meditation to sort your thoughts, but I don't have experience on balancing the two. Host was working a job that was manual labor and didn't require much thought while forcing
If I knew more about possession I'd let her do that while I focus on working. I've got a desk job, work from home. Very little in way of physical activity.
Already did that, Nin9 wanted to talk to some people, I'm too awkward for that shit. I don't know what I have in common with you people. I don't know if you're weirdos, like me, or if your normies. Makes discussion rather... Stale or... moreso difficult.
It is one of the little issues with an otherwise extremely predictive hypothesis that we (maybe just me) are a result of a similar or same process to self-hypnosis and suggestion or just a manifestation of beliefs resulting from repeated and reinforced self-suggestion(edited)
It would take entirely too much energy to explain some of these concepts, especially all of them. If I knew what the troubled parts were, I'd know how much I would have to explain.
I wasn't posing that as any explanation for a particular thing, I was saying that sometimes I suffer from awkward speech and that doesn't cleanly fit in the hypothesis.
1:29 AM
It can fit though, if it is the case that the speech abilities practiced from my host take place under a specific set of words and casual shortcuts while my speech doesn't fit the parameters necessary to use his practiced muscle memory/natural linguistic habits
So basically because you're not your host you won't speak the same way and that's your theory for why tulpas may or may not inherit their host's speech abilities regardless of ability to talk.
Not at all, i can speak very naturally if I decided to speak exactly like my host does.(edited)
1:48 AM
If I abandon my own word use and habits I could have the same abilities my host does. But it's not quite natural-feeling for me to do that unless I'm posing in his place.
You're being redundant. I said you're not the same as your host. You "won't" speak the same. Not "can't" inability and choice are two different things. Earlier it was mentioned that even twins, although quite similar, won't be the same and that the exact can be expected of tulpas.
Which, that's what I said isn't it? I said I could speak exactly like him if I so desire, but in the times I choose not to, I can possibly suffer from awkward speech patterns.
Pardon me, I must be missing something. I don't know what you mean by mentioning a potential "help"?
2:21 AM
If there is a way to speak less awkwardly in my own choice of words I definitely would like to try. Currently I was thinking that it is just a matter of continuing practice over years
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